We Used to Be (8)

this hurt my heart but I was mildly confused by the cliffhanger so I went to read the fic it was based on and now I see it's not your fault.

I see what you meant about NEEDING AUTHOR IDENTITY because i too can NOT bear not knowing where that story was going. like was the author gonna re-derail him??? save him??? hint at re-derailment for a bit before ending the story another,somehow even more heartbreaking way (autumngracy, if you're reading this, this is ABSOLUTELY a subtweet of your post)???? WAS THERE GONNA BE A HEAVEN EPILOGUE??? will anyone ever know the answers to any of these questions??????????????? it's been 5 years since the last update of it...